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[what would you say at my funeral?]





[sidewalk love-letters]


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How do I limit the wanting?



… to want nothing 

… cure the urge



          What does nothing mean?



Is it silence?




>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

                            Or does the quiet become




so quiet…

it’s loud. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>




              How to want nothing?

    And everything

at the same time




Knowing


That wanting

… causes pain



Dreaming


Causes sadness
And…

  If it’s true…

    Do I still dream

in blue?

                         


                    Can I eat the water?



How will I survive?



To want… means to lose

            To want means…



To lose
everything. 




How do I limit the wanting



              … to want nothing?
              … cure the urge




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I used to think

that in my life

I was running

towards

something




Now

I know

I’m running

away from it





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I once saw two trees fall

And catch each-other





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I only have

Love

In my left

Eye





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Control

Compete

Let go

Repeat 





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My ghost came

Looking for you





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The word freedom has changed

At least 5 times in my life…





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She never
Misses sunset
Sits outside



Sits outside



Sits.
And waits…


Everyday


Watching the warmth
Blanket her face


Never misses a day


Measuring time
With temperature





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Swarm of Bees

Broken Shadows

Scented Blankets

Cold Goodbyes





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We are the sky

everything else

is the weather 





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I cried

because 

I realized



I haven’t


cried

in years 





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i never show it 

but I'm always

laughing 






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If I Was Your

One & Only friend





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It's a good place to be from 
... a better place to leave 




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She helped him with magic 

He helped her with reality 





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Slow dance to rap music  





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I once saw 11 different types of weather

inside of 24 hours  





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Parts of me
Remind me of you




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I once saw
a young girl on the street



She looked like
our future daughter





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No one writes poetry
when they’re happy





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If you don’t

Remember me

Will you still

Visit?





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I didn't know the gun was loaded 





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I got stuck between
flying and

falling

>>

...asleep

zzzzzz




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I’d rather be

a smoker

with friends

vs.

A non-smoker

with

no friends





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Each

nights

dream

Repeat

Each

nights

dream

Repeat





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