[what would you say at my funeral?]

[sidewalk love-letters]
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How do I limit the wanting?
… to want nothing
… cure the urge
What does nothing mean?
Is it silence?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Or does the quiet become
so quiet…
it’s loud. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
How to want nothing?
And everything
at the same time
Knowing
That wanting
… causes pain
Dreaming
Causes sadness
And…
If it’s true…
Do I still dream
in blue?
Can I eat the water?
How will I survive?
To want… means to lose
To want means…
To lose
everything.
How do I limit the wanting
… to want nothing?
… cure the urge
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I used to think
that in my life
I was running
towards
something
Now
I know
I’m running
away from it
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I once saw two trees fall
And catch each-other
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I only have
Love
In my left
Eye
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Control
Compete
Let go
Repeat
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My ghost came
Looking for you
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The word freedom has changed
At least 5 times in my life…
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She never
Misses sunset
Sits outside
Sits outside
Sits.
And waits…
Everyday
Watching the warmth
Blanket her face
Never misses a day
Measuring time
With temperature
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Swarm of Bees
Broken Shadows
Scented Blankets
Cold Goodbyes
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We are the sky
everything else
is the weather
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I cried
because
I realized
I haven’t
cried
in years
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i never show it
but I'm always
laughing
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If I Was Your
One & Only friend
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It's a good place to be from
... a better place to leave
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She helped him with magic
He helped her with reality
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Slow dance to rap music
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I once saw 11 different types of weather
inside of 24 hours
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Parts of me
Remind me of you
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I once saw
a young girl on the street
She looked like
our future daughter
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No one writes poetry
when they’re happy
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If you don’t
Remember me
Will you still
Visit?
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I didn't know the gun was loaded
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I got stuck between
flying and
falling
>>
...asleep
zzzzzz
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I’d rather be
a smoker
with friends
vs.
A non-smoker
with
no friends
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Each
nights
dream
Repeat
Each
nights
dream
Repeat
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